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MyLife World
Working and enjoying the life... Being a wife, a mum, share a sweet moment together...
I'm Big Girl Now!
Saturday, July 23, 2011
My wedding day on June, 2011...
Nothing to say, tired but happy....
I'm big girl, now...
Being a wife...
More pictures of My Sweet Wedding Day in FACEBOOK.
Say Hi Again...
A year after hiding in my chrysalis... Now has been transform to the new of me...
A Year Highlight
22 November 2010 - Convo at PWTC
Finally succeed, having a role of degree for enhancement my brain status, career and life. Went there with my papa and the most important person in my life, my hubby...
Mom, unfortunated of u can't see ur daughter succeed till this level, but i'm believed u in the other world still keep ur eyes to see me... Thanks mom, because blessing me all the time.I'm proud to be ur daughter...
The gift from hubby... Thank you dear, for ur support, encouragement and love...
16 December 2010 - A Sad Moment
My sister in law passed away because of Leukemia... Our heart moved coz of her strong fighting spirit till the end of her life. But God more loves her... Please rest in peace my sis, our family will always miss and love u...
01 January 2011 - Happy New Year 2011
Time goes by, year 2010 very fast leave us, but our performance don't know has reached our destination or not?? But life must go on, even ur life journey crawl like a tortoise...
03 February - Happy Rabbit Year
Happy Chinese New Year. Happy Rabbit Year. My Hubby's birthday by chance fall in Chinese New Year day, so we celebrated it with their family and little kiddies, the niece and nephew of him, just a small party. But, it's fun... The litlle kiddies fun more, haha..., becoz can eat cake and chicken...
Where's me??? Haha, i'm the photographer, sure no me inside laa.... But, never mind, see the children happy, make us happy already, even though just a small cake... Happy birthday, my lovely hubby...
31 Mac 2011 - Our Pre Wedding Photoshooting
Even had registered our marriage in early year 2010, but our wedding ceremony not yet done. So we choose to do in June....
Today is Our Pre Wedding Photoshooting day with the package RM2388, but after +++ i think it's around RM2800...
The shooting day start at 10.00 a.m. with cheerful of us, full of smiles and energy and ended around 6.00 p.m. with no more smile and energy... Very tired.
Shhh... I'm being Inactive!
Sunday, July 18, 2010
I'm busy!
Working as usual...
Studying, my last semester...
Family life, my routine...
Being inactive a while, just a while, that's my promise... Wait for my updates!
Goodbye 2009, Welcoming 2010.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
The year 2009 is gone but it has also made me strong. The path was long but i walked it with a song. There were fears and tears but i also had reasons for cheers. Wishing myself happy memories of 2009 and have a great 2010 ahead...
Hope my relationship with my future husband will "sun sun li li". My Love, I Love U So Much. Hope we will happy ever after...
Tomorrow will celebrate 2010 new year together. Together will go to Wat early in the morning for getting blessed from The Lord of Buddha and do 'Sei Bat' with Sugar...
♥♥ Happy Birthday ♥♥
Saturday, December 12, 2009
11th December is my birthday. Yesterday, celebrated my birthday with my BF. Bought KFC meals and fruit cake. All bought by him. Celebrated together in my house, just two of us. When come to part of wish before blowing the candle, my heart was really touched by his action. Maybe other people make a wish on her own. But, my BF make something different, make a wish for me, all happiness wishes for me. Thank you, 'sayang'. Aaa..., forgot to snap picture of my cake. Never mind. Also got a gift from him...
Hehe..., a pen, suitable for my profession.... More love him, thank you my dear.
Went to kampung with him at the evening, introduce him to my kampung family. My papa also there. Dinner together. Came back on 7.15 p.m. He went home at 8.00 p.m. Miss him so much.
Feel headaches (actually felt before he went home, told him already), make him worried, a very caring BF. Thank you. Make me more loves him...
First Meet
Friday, November 27, 2009
Around 1 p.m. he arrived at my house. This is the first time we meet face to face since we're always talk in phone. My feeling? Sure i'm feel shy. He also (regarding what he said to me)... Just two of us in my house. Make me more 'kekok'... Haha... We just chat. He can talk a lot. I'm just listening. A bit bad of me. Actually this first meet make my tongue freeze... Feel sorry for him, must create many stories and questions for chatting with me. This time i'd knew he is a caring guy, 'manja' also... Maybe he act like that just for me. The characteristics i like... Haha...
I can feel his caring and love. Thanks to him because he accepted me as his lover, although 'i've many 'kekurangan'... He don't like me said like that, because no one is perfect, that's what he said to me... I knew it already, just 'gatal mulut' want to test him...
Haha, he slept near my sofa. So pity to him, not enough sleep because too happy want to meet me today. Make me feel proud also, have a guy acts like that towards me...
Thank you, my dear...
Too Busy...
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Haiz... I'm too busy now. Must finish my chemistry lab report and one more assignment within 2 days. Feel not enough time. Can't blogging too long...wa..wa..wa.. Actually my assignment dateline is on 21st and lab report dateline on 22nd, but i have to finish them earlier bcoz i'll going to Kedah on 20th. Cannot attend my final U class for this semester. Will pass up my assignments to tutors and lab report to office via my friend, thanks my friend...
My relationship with a friend goes well, but i don't know it will permanent or just a stop in my life... Don't want to think too deep... If i put too much hope, i'm scared my heart will hurt again. Let my fate decides....
Is It A New Start?
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Today, 8th November 2009, at 19:25:42, got 9m 33s first phone call... Am i happy, nervous or didn't feel anything, i just don't know... Is it a new start for me? Or i'm just beyond my imagination? Maybe i'm too careful now, my past reminds me, make me don't put too much hope... Let it flow by the time beings, is it a new start or just a stop in the middle of my life...
"But whether it be dream or truth, to do well is what matters. If it be truth, for truth's sake. If not, then to gain friends for the time when we awaken."
------ by Pedro Calderon de la Barca
Listening Malaysian's Top Radio Stations Using Drewbuzz Radio
Monday, October 19, 2009
Drewbuzz Radio is a software for you to tune into Malaysian’s top radio stations. You can listen to the radio stations using your computer or laptop.
I've downloaded and using it now. Thanks, Andrew Raj!
Tell Me Why, I'm %-) & Feeling 8^(
Friday, October 16, 2009
Miss you again, don't know why...
Confused again, don't know why...
Feeling sad again, don't know why...
Why? Why? Tell me why...
Maybe for you,
I accept your decision; making my life always being hurt...
^.^ Back to My Work Life ^.^
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Woke up early in the morning to start work after a long holiday. This week i'm on duty again at my work place. Many works have to settle, paper work for projects and organize a 2 days 1 night trip to Terengganu for next week. In beginning, organized 3 days 2 nights trip to KL and Melaka, but it has been cancelled due to H1N1. Not yet start my work, i was instructed by my superior to attend a meeting in KB. Due to the letter, it supposed start at 8.30 a.m. Aha, 8.30 a.m., i'm just received the letter, what to do? By hook or by crook, i'm rushing to the meeting.
I'm late for the meeting, a short meeting actually. Ngam-ngam, the meeting was over, i'm just arrived. Haha, just sign my attendance and ask the others what's the meeting about? Shocked. Just a short 'taklimat' and having jamuan Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Wawawa... not 'berbaloi' for my car's fuel. Take note from friends about just now missing 'taklimat' and skip for jamuan. I'm full, ate already at my work place. So, going back to work after that, want to finish the trip progressing.
After work, went to kampung for awhile. My aunt not well again. I'm panic when she suddenly become half-conscious again while eating. This always happened to her lately, maybe due to her old age... My sister in-law (actually my cousin's wife) and i don't know what to do.. Only two of us there. Lastly, phoned my cousin to come back. My cousin gave her a fresh coconut drink... She's better a bit after that, can talk although still lack of energy. See, the power of coconut drink, can be a medicine sometimes.
Went back to my home sweet home after that. Hope my aunt getting better. She's replaced my mother already after my late mother passed away, since i'm in primary school... Being take care from her and grown up in front of her. Called her mother also, like her children. But, i'm always argue with her, bcoz of her stubbornness, don't want to take alert of her health. But, our arguing is mad mad love. Didn't take into heart. Praying for her health... Sadhu!
Comforting My Heart Alone
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Feeling bad mood alone, long holiday doesn't mean anything to me, more unhappy bcoz of ... Try to close myself with dhamma; at least it's work a bit although not 100% to medicate my hurt's heart. Try to surf something from Bro. Oh Teik Bin blog. Felt the calmness in that peaceful music, my heart slowly follows the rhythm, becoming more calm and happier... Thank you.
Tomorrow will start working. Hope this feeling not interminable for tomorrow onwards, that will disturb my work, my life and my health. I'm always ask myself, why it happens to me? Why that guy too hard to disappear completely from my brain and heart? But i know, ask why will not settle the problems, it will form new problem... Strength, please gives me a strength to go on my life. Only me can helps myself, i'd already know.
Tomorrow will start working. Hope this feeling not interminable for tomorrow onwards, that will disturb my work, my life and my health. I'm always ask myself, why it happens to me? Why that guy too hard to disappear completely from my brain and heart? But i know, ask why will not settle the problems, it will form new problem... Strength, please gives me a strength to go on my life. Only me can helps myself, i'd already know.
Say Halo to My U New Semester
Friday, September 25, 2009
Yea..Yea...It's start again? Tomorrow will be the studying day, a hard science course with three major subjects, Biology, Chemistry and Physics. Walala, what's a tough semester to go on and finish it. Assignments will come next. Haiz.., want a piece of degree paper also so difficult.
Whatever lah, it's my life to pass through... Everything in life is luck... Step by step to reach my goal... Go Go MyLife!"The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this : Decide what you want."
------ by Barbara Hall
Yo! It's Holiday Again... <3<3<3
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Start today, i'm in holiday mode again. A long holiday, Hari Raya Aidilfitri break... Kinda always <3 this time. Can relax, sleep and wake up a bit late, and travels for sure. <3 <3 <3 this feeling! (Is it true?). Many plans were planned by me... But no joy without... Still have to find my own happiness!
"Happy indeed we live, we who possess nothing. Feeders on joy we shall be, like the Radiant Gods."
------ from Dhammapada Verse 200
My Plans for The Whole Holidays...
"Balik Kampung" even my kampung not far from my home...
Family Reunion...
Religion Activity...
Cooking...
Eating...
Traveling...
Shopping...
Surfing Internet...
Sleeping...
Dreaming...
Waiting...
Wish for Miracles...
and Learning...
bcoz my U new semester will start soon...
My Heart Move Again Because of You
Saturday, September 12, 2009
When i heard the song "Sayang Kinabalu" from tv last night, my heart became move and nervous again... Suddenly feel sad. Not bcoz of the song, but for the person who lived there, the person i really love before... I'm really miss him, want to meet him; want to ask him why suddenly silence, leave me without tell the reason. Oh, Ako, why you treat me like a doll... If i've done a mistake, why never tell me? I can change... Now, it is September already. About a week more, i know you will come back to Kelantan again. But i've no hopes already, sure you never come to see me. Ako, what the reason you treat me like this? Are you want me to feel regret for the whole of my life? Ako, i'm sorry if i'd done mistakes... Maybe, others say i'm a bit stupid because never angry to you. My religion teaches me to be kind whenever possible. It is possible. Compassion and tolerance are not a sign of weakness, but it makes me have more strength...
A New Life Begins...
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Today, my number at page counter is 111... Haha...
Start a new life,
Although it starts with a :-ozzzZZ (bored) day!
"You will never happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life."
------ by Albert Camus
"I find hope in the darkest of days and focus in the brightest. I do not judge the Universe."
"Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own action."
------ by Dalai Lama
------ by Albert Camus
"I find hope in the darkest of days and focus in the brightest. I do not judge the Universe."
"Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own action."
------ by Dalai Lama
A new life begins for me to walk through...
Good Bye My Sad Memories
Friday, August 28, 2009
2 month was passed by without u. Determine to fully erase my sad memories. Ako, thank you for being my lover, my happiness, my dream, my hope and my life although it's for half way...
"To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt."
------ by M. Scott Peck
I'll deleted all about you:
All your sms,
Your photo,
Your e-mail address, k _ _ _ 111@yahoo.com
Your phone no, 01 _ - 8_ _ _ _ _ _
My memories about you? I know it's impossible for me to forget the whole of you, unless me lost my memories... What i can do is, try to keep you away from my mind, although it's hard to do... Good bye Ako, good bye my sad memories... Hope my new life begins after this...
"Sadness flies away on the wings of time."
------ by Jean de La Fontaine
------ by Jean de La Fontaine
Went to pray at temple in the evening. Just pray for 'peng an', good health and ... Went a walk after that. Stopped at my relative's house at Wakaf Bharu for awhile. Something funny happened to me (don't know it's a good or a bad sign will happen to me). Will tell later, not yet confirm. Or maybe my heart still indecisive. Let it flow by the time...
My Life Full Today at Last
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Morning
Went back to 'kampung'. Then, went to chinese market with my cousins and we bought a lot of things also, things to cook for today and for pray tomorrow.
Noon
Start cooking, my favourite's dishes; curry mee. Do curry fish also. Aiyaa took too much foods with coconut milk today, sure gain weight after this. Don't care, today it's eating day, diet later... Haha, i ate curry mee twice, at noon n evening. Didn't take dinner.
Evening
Just rilaxs and ate rambutans. Eating again!
Night
Went back home.
I-(
But keep blogging awhile.
Went back to 'kampung'. Then, went to chinese market with my cousins and we bought a lot of things also, things to cook for today and for pray tomorrow.
Noon
Start cooking, my favourite's dishes; curry mee. Do curry fish also. Aiyaa took too much foods with coconut milk today, sure gain weight after this. Don't care, today it's eating day, diet later... Haha, i ate curry mee twice, at noon n evening. Didn't take dinner.
Evening
Just rilaxs and ate rambutans. Eating again!
Night
Went back home.
I-(
But keep blogging awhile.
So, that's all my life full today at last. At least, my missing heart by Ako gone for awhile! Not bcoz i'm still hoping for him. Just slowly want to adapt my life without him...
"The great use of life is to spent it for something that will outlast it."
------ by William James
------ by William James
Me starts I-0 now. Wanna going to bed. G9 MyLife. G9 all...
'Peng An' Bath and Pray
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Went to Wat Machimaram at Jong Bakar, Tumpat in the morning with my 2nd cousin, cousin's wife and cousin's daughter. The main purpose we went there is to bath for 'peng an'. During the 'Peng An' bath, the bikkhu read mantra then splash us with the lime and flower's water (that water we prepared ourself). Hope the sad and 'sui' (unlucky) things of me will flow out together with the water... Sadhu! After that, we pray to wish happiness from Buddha.
The Sitting Buddha Statue at Wat Machimaram
Then, we went to another famous wat, Wat Pothivihan. This wat is known as Sleeping Buddha Temple bcoz of the Sleeping Buddha Statue.
The Sleeping Buddha Statue at Wat Pothivihan(from far angle to short angle)
We also take chance to pray there... Below is the place i'd pray...
Then, i round the statues 3 round through this path...
...while my hand rotates the all wheel and my mind read:"NAMO TASSA BHAGAVATO ARAHATO SAMMA-SAMBUDDHASSA"
Hope all the sad and unlucky of me will changed. Hope tomorrow comes with more lucky and happier life to pass through... Wish me complete this life with happy memories...
"MAY I BE WELL, HAPPY AND PEACEFUL!"
(no enmity, no hurtfulness and no trouble of mind and body)
I'm Lost In Your Love; Why Do I Love You?
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
When the night has come
And the day is done
I'm always thinking of you
You are in the air
You are everywhere
In everything I do
If I could keep this moment time
If I could make you forever mine
When I walk alone
Through an empty home
I can't stop thinking of you
Do you feel the pain
Could it be the same
Are you missing me too?
I see your face when I close my eyes
I see a glimpse of my own paradise
You came from heaven above
I'm lost in your love...
Suddenly he's leaving
Suddenly the promise of love has gone
Suddenly breathing seems so hard to do
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do
Can't go back
Can't erase
Oh man, your smiling face, oh no
I can't think of nothing else but you suddenly...
Suddenly...
(Dedicate my feeling to my ex-lover)
And the day is done
I'm always thinking of you
You are in the air
You are everywhere
In everything I do
If I could keep this moment time
If I could make you forever mine
When I walk alone
Through an empty home
I can't stop thinking of you
Do you feel the pain
Could it be the same
Are you missing me too?
I see your face when I close my eyes
I see a glimpse of my own paradise
You came from heaven above
I'm lost in your love...
Suddenly he's leaving
Suddenly the promise of love has gone
Suddenly breathing seems so hard to do
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do
Can't go back
Can't erase
Oh man, your smiling face, oh no
I can't think of nothing else but you suddenly...
Suddenly...
(Dedicate my feeling to my ex-lover)
