The Purpose of Life

I'm Big Girl Now!

2011-07-23T16:16:00.000+08:00

My wedding day on June, 2011...

Nothing to say, tired but happy....

I'm big girl, now...

Being a wife...

More pictures of My Sweet Wedding Day in FACEBOOK.

Say Hi Again...

2011-07-23T15:11:00.007+08:00

A year after hiding in my chrysalis... Now has been transform to the new of me...

A Year Highlight

22 November 2010 - Convo at PWTC

Finally succeed, having a role of degree for enhancement my brain status, career and life. Went there with my papa and the most important person in my life, my hubby...

Mom, unfortunated of u can't see ur daughter succeed till this level, but i'm believed u in the other world still keep ur eyes to see me... Thanks mom, because blessing me all the time.I'm proud to be ur daughter...

The gift from hubby... Thank you dear, for ur support, encouragement and love...

16 December 2010 - A Sad Moment

My sister in law passed away because of Leukemia... Our heart moved coz of her strong fighting spirit till the end of her life. But God more loves her... Please rest in peace my sis, our family will always miss and love u...

01 January 2011 - Happy New Year 2011

Time goes by, year 2010 very fast leave us, but our performance don't know has reached our destination or not?? But life must go on, even ur life journey crawl like a tortoise...

03 February - Happy Rabbit Year

Happy Chinese New Year. Happy Rabbit Year. My Hubby's birthday by chance fall in Chinese New Year day, so we celebrated it with their family and little kiddies, the niece and nephew of him, just a small party. But, it's fun... The litlle kiddies fun more, haha..., becoz can eat cake and chicken...

Where's me??? Haha, i'm the photographer, sure no me inside laa.... But, never mind, see the children happy, make us happy already, even though just a small cake... Happy birthday, my lovely hubby...

31 Mac 2011 - Our Pre Wedding Photoshooting

Even had registered our marriage in early year 2010, but our wedding ceremony not yet done. So we choose to do in June....

Today is Our Pre Wedding Photoshooting day with the package RM2388, but after +++ i think it's around RM2800...

The shooting day start at 10.00 a.m. with cheerful of us, full of smiles and energy and ended around 6.00 p.m. with no more smile and energy... Very tired.

Shhh... I'm being Inactive!

2010-07-18T16:33:00.002+08:00

I'm busy!

Working as usual...

Studying, my last semester...

Family life, my routine...

Being inactive a while, just a while, that's my promise... Wait for my updates!

Goodbye 2009, Welcoming 2010.

2009-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

The year 2009 is gone but it has also made me strong. The path was long but i walked it with a song. There were fears and tears but i also had reasons for cheers. Wishing myself happy memories of 2009 and have a great 2010 ahead...

Hope my relationship with my future husband will "sun sun li li". My Love, I Love U So Much. Hope we will happy ever after...

Tomorrow will celebrate 2010 new year together. Together will go to Wat early in the morning for getting blessed from The Lord of Buddha and do 'Sei Bat' with Sugar...

♥♥ Happy Birthday ♥♥

2009-12-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

11th December is my birthday. Yesterday, celebrated my birthday with my BF. Bought KFC meals and fruit cake. All bought by him. Celebrated together in my house, just two of us. When come to part of wish before blowing the candle, my heart was really touched by his action. Maybe other people make a wish on her own. But, my BF make something different, make a wish for me, all happiness wishes for me. Thank you, 'sayang'. Aaa..., forgot to snap picture of my cake. Never mind. Also got a gift from him...

Hehe..., a pen, suitable for my profession.... More love him, thank you my dear.

Went to kampung with him at the evening, introduce him to my kampung family. My papa also there. Dinner together. Came back on 7.15 p.m. He went home at 8.00 p.m. Miss him so much.

Feel headaches (actually felt before he went home, told him already), make him worried, a very caring BF. Thank you. Make me more loves him...

First Meet

2009-11-27T22:39:00.005+08:00

Around 1 p.m. he arrived at my house. This is the first time we meet face to face since we're always talk in phone. My feeling? Sure i'm feel shy. He also (regarding what he said to me)... Just two of us in my house. Make me more 'kekok'... Haha... We just chat. He can talk a lot. I'm just listening. A bit bad of me. Actually this first meet make my tongue freeze... Feel sorry for him, must create many stories and questions for chatting with me. This time i'd knew he is a caring guy, 'manja' also... Maybe he act like that just for me. The characteristics i like... Haha...

I can feel his caring and love. Thanks to him because he accepted me as his lover, although 'i've many 'kekurangan'... He don't like me said like that, because no one is perfect, that's what he said to me... I knew it already, just 'gatal mulut' want to test him...

Haha, he slept near my sofa. So pity to him, not enough sleep because too happy want to meet me today. Make me feel proud also, have a guy acts like that towards me...

Thank you, my dear...

Wedding Dinner at Cinta Sayang Resort

2009-11-25T14:57:00.014+08:00

Friday morning, around 5.30 a.m. with papa, cousin and his wife. Travel to Sungai Petani, Kedah. Used my car. This is the 2nd time, i'm driving to Sungai Petani... Arrived at my cousin's house on 11.30 a.m., a bit late because raining and got tree fall down on hill... Trapped there about half an hour.

At night, attended my cousin's sister in law wedding bufffet at her mom's house. Eat rice and satay... The next day, went there also. In the evening, shopping... With my cousins and papa.

On that night, went to Cinta Sayang Resort for her wedding dinner...

The wedding place, Cinta Sayang Resort

The loving couple on that night

Cinta Sayang Menu

Cinta Sayang Colour Combination

Shark's Fin Soup With Crab Meat

Braised Chicken With Mushroom

Braised Chinese Green Vegetable With Crab Meat

Kam Heong Prawn

Deep Fried Seabass With Nyonya Sauce

Oriental Fried Rice

Cold Leng Chee Kang

The food are good and nice, but too little. If the guest who is the 'big eater', i think it not enough. But for me, it just nice. Many guests there, including japanese...

My cousin and me

The gift from Cinta Sayang Resort

Wish these wedding couple live happily... The dinner ended on 11.30 p.m., ended with joy...

Return to my sweet home on Tuesday, 24th November 2009...

Too Busy...

2009-11-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

Haiz... I'm too busy now. Must finish my chemistry lab report and one more assignment within 2 days. Feel not enough time. Can't blogging too long...wa..wa..wa.. Actually my assignment dateline is on 21st and lab report dateline on 22nd, but i have to finish them earlier bcoz i'll going to Kedah on 20th. Cannot attend my final U class for this semester. Will pass up my assignments to tutors and lab report to office via my friend, thanks my friend...

My relationship with a friend goes well, but i don't know it will permanent or just a stop in my life... Don't want to think too deep... If i put too much hope, i'm scared my heart will hurt again. Let my fate decides....

Chemistry Lab Practical Exam

2009-11-13T21:15:00.001+08:00

Gone out from house early 6 a.m. with a friend to UMT for Chemistry Lab Practical Exam. That's a part of my U exam for getting 10% marks. Reach there around 8 a.m. 3 experiments were done today:

1. Spectroscopic identification of organic compound
2. Titration of glycine
3. Determination of the hardness of natural waters by EDTA complexometric titration

Today, the naughty me, having fun with pictures too... Just want to save this memories for my sweet life...

Finished around 3.30 p.m. Drive home. Stopped at 'Rasa Sayang Keropok Lekor'. 'Keropok Lekor' is one of the famous food in Terengganu. I bought some to home... Arrived at home at 5.50 p.m., but continue drive, went to 'kampung'. Haha, me lazy want to cook for dinner. Dinner there before going home.

Sleep early, around 10 p.m. because tomorrow will having one more lab practical exam, for biology... Will go to UMT again, haizz will tired again. But what's to do, it's my life, the life of U student...

Is It A New Start?

2009-11-08T23:09:00.004+08:00

Today, 8th November 2009, at 19:25:42, got 9m 33s first phone call... Am i happy, nervous or didn't feel anything, i just don't know... Is it a new start for me? Or i'm just beyond my imagination? Maybe i'm too careful now, my past reminds me, make me don't put too much hope... Let it flow by the time beings, is it a new start or just a stop in the middle of my life...

"But whether it be dream or truth, to do well is what matters. If it be truth, for truth's sake. If not, then to gain friends for the time when we awaken."

------ by Pedro Calderon de la Barca

Loykrathong Festival

2009-11-07T23:30:00.004+08:00

Loykrathong also sometimes called "Yee Ping" means festival of lights in Thailand. Loykrathong is held on the full moon of 12th month in the traditional Thai Lunar Calendar (usually in Western calendar falls in November).

"Loy" means to float and "Krathong" is a raft about a hand span in diameter, traditionally made from a section of banana tree trunk (although in modern-day versions use specially made bread 'flowers' and styrofoam), decorated with elaborately-folded banana leaves, flowers, candles, incense sticks and etc.

Traditional Kratongs

Modern Krathongs

This year the Loykratong Festival at Wat Pikulthong falls on 1st, 2nd and 3rd November, with the 2nd being the full moon day of the twelfth lunar month. Kelantan also has the same celebration, especially in Tumpat area. The ministry of tourism recognizes it as an attraction for tourist. I went there with my papa and cousins. Many people visit this celebration.

Wat Pikulthong at Tumpat

The shows on that night

Cars for Procession to River

The Loykratong ritual is simple one. One needs only to light the candles and the joss sticks, make wishes and let it float away with the current of a river or a canal. On that day thousands of people will gather beside the river. With krathong in hands, we light the candle, put some coins in the krathong and silently make a wish and carefully place our krathong on the water surface to release in to the current. We watch intently as the float drifts silently downsteam, hoping that the candle will not go out. Its flame is said to signify longevity, fulfillment of wishes and release from sins. Altogether it is considered a romantic night for couples or lovers. Couple who make a wish together on Loykrathong a thought to stay together in the future.

Hu..hu.., my krathong candle's light gone out after i released it to float on the river. Is it mean my wishes will never come true??? Make me sad...

Tod Kethin Samakhi a.k.a Kathina Ceremony & Loykrathong Festival

2009-11-01T11:02:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late update. Have been busy lately. Attending for the course, busy at workplace and doing assignments. Next week have to attend lab practical exam at UMT.

These three weeks, i'm very closed to religion activity, Tod Kethin Samakhi Ceremony (Kathina Ceremony) and Loykrathong Festival. Went there with my family. Let's read and see the summary...

16 October 2009

Publish already in last post. Click to see it.

23 October 2009

Went to wat at Tumpat (forgot the name), but it is located not far from Wat Machimmaram. My papa also go along with us, so surprise because he normally didn't like to 'jalan-jalan'.

The Edge View of Wat

The Chinese Style Building

(still in construction)

Praying Hall

'Money Tree', the donation from visitors

After that went to another wat in Wakaf Bharu, Wat Pracacinaram. Didn't snap much picture there.

The Procession

30 October 2009

Went to Kg. Muring (Tanah Merah), Wat Kg. Mentua (Tumpat) and Wat Pathumvihara (Bachok). Although Kg. Muring used MCA building to celebrate this ceremony but it still joyful and received a lot of visitors. I'm bought a piece of cloth, donated to Bikkhu there. Didn't snap photo at Wat Kg. Mentua, really sorry...

Haha, i'm deleted my name and address... No need to be popular, right?

Arrived at Wat Pathumvihara at Kg. Balai, Bachok around 4 pm. Just nice for the procession event. So many visitors here.

Click to see more photos in my FACEBOOK album. Didn't wait for the Loykrathong that night because too tired. Will attend Loykrathong Festival on 2nd November 2009 at Wat Pikulthong, Tumpat. See you...

Listening Malaysian's Top Radio Stations Using Drewbuzz Radio

2009-10-19T19:51:00.006+08:00

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I've downloaded and using it now. Thanks, Andrew Raj!

Kathina Ceremony

2009-10-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

First, Happy Deepavali to all although it's a bit late...

On Friday, 16 October 2009, i went to Thaibuddist Phraphutthak Sinmingmonggol, Semerak for Kathina Ceremony aka Robe Offering Ceremony.

[Kathina ceremony is Theravada Buddhist Ceremony that held in any convenient date within one month of the conclusion of the Vassa Retreat, which is the three months rain retreat season (Vassa) for the monastic order. It is the time of the year when new robes and other requisites may be offered by the laity to the monks.]

Thaibuddist Phraphutthak Sinmingmonggol

Then, went to another two Buddhist Wat, Wat Pothivihan and Wat Machimmaram at Tumpat for Kathina Ceremony also. Wat Machimmaram held a big Kathina Ceremony by inviting Thai Kathina King's agent.

Wat Machimmaram

Thai Kathina King's Agent

Went there for praying and 'thambun' (donation). Eating also bcoz there's a lot of foods for visitors...

Tell Me Why, I'm %-) & Feeling 8^(

2009-10-16T23:41:00.009+08:00

Miss you again, don't know why...
Confused again, don't know why...
Feeling sad again, don't know why...
Why? Why? Tell me why...

Maybe for you,

I accept your decision; making my life always being hurt...

Camping at Dimuara Chalet 2 Tok Bali

2009-10-09T23:26:00.012+08:00

Just came back from camping. Having a camp at Dimuara Chalet 2 Tok Bali, Semerak, Kelantan from 8-9 October 2009.

A lot of Activities were done there; sukaneka, BBQ, 'malam kebudayaan', aerobics (combined with seni tari), build sand castle and making 'wau' (kite).

My colleagues and i was handled a camp for our 'anak buah'. Aerobics is the most activity i like... :^). Invited an aerobics teacher, Kak Ros for guiding us. So, watching the video below.

The steps not consistent with the guider, all 'bertaburan' including me, haha... Aiya, who care? This is the first time we all dance Poco-poco. It's good already like this. At least we all willing to learn...

Very tired, tomorrow having U class again... Haizz.., no rest all all at the weekend. Good night Mylife.

P&G’s Pantene Chrysalis Shampoo Ads

2009-10-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

An Inspirational commercial for P&G's Pantene Chrysalis Shampoo. The Story of a deaf and mute girl who learns to play the violin. One of the most touching advertisements. Nearly cry when watching. This commercial created by GREY Thailand and directed by Thanonchai Sornsriwichai.

"You Can Shine", that's the concept. Pantene make her shine with her hair... Let's take the inspiration in this message and look the beauty of the story behind. She was able to SHINE even with the hardship she faced. A person can SHINE even he or she was born handicapped, blind, deaf or mute, all can SHINE in whatever they want to be... Like the butterfly comes out from the chrysalis... S-H-I-N-E

"Why I am different from others?" ask the girl. This question always we heard or ask for when we're not satisfied with something or anything, including me...

"Why do you have to be like others?" ask the man back. This question really touched my feeling, makes me realizes, maybe all of you also; we don't have to be like others. Be what we can be... Because we are ourselves! There's no boundaries, we're not perfect. Learning and mistakes makes us mature and gives us confidence.

The music was great. Canon in D Major origins by Johann Pachelbel...

Qualities for Success

2009-10-06T00:08:00.008+08:00

Qualities of Successful Individuals

Wise and virtuous,

Gentle and eloquent,

Humble and amenable,

Such a person will attain success.

Energetic and not lazy,

Unshaken by troubles,

Of good conduct and intelligent,

Such a person will attain success.

Approachable and friendly,

Kind with words and unselfish,

A teacher, guide and leader,

Such a person will attain success.

Qualities regarding the character of an individual come first and morality is the foundation on which everything else rests upon. Thus one has to be wise and virtuous to have true and long-lasting success. This means that one must not only be able to distinguish right from wrong, but to actually do what is right and avoid what is wrong. One also should be gentle and not harsh, not hurt others with words, and be humble and agreeable.

Next come the essential qualities required for a successful working life. In earning a living or in business, no other quality can replace the readiness for hard work. Remaining steadfast despite trouble or problems, and maintaining one's integrity in times of difficulties are also vital elements. Being polite and well-mannered and keen to improve by learning new skills or methods are the other necessary qualities for success in business or at work.

Finally, individual should be open and friendly, and not aloof or proud. He or she should speak kindly, lead by good example, and be willing to share knowledge and experience with others. To lead others along the same path of accomplishment will bring complete and absolute success to any individual.

Self-made

2009-10-03T00:36:00.002+08:00

Tonight is Lantern Festival eve. Just came back from kampung, family gathering, had a chicken's BBQ. The children playing with their paper lantern. A light glowing from the lantern, makes the dark sky more beautiful.

Checking my U online results. Thanks God! Got A, A- and C-, as expected. A bit derail from my target. But, i'm satisfied with my self-made...

^.^ Back to My Work Life ^.^

2009-09-27T19:29:00.002+08:00

Woke up early in the morning to start work after a long holiday. This week i'm on duty again at my work place. Many works have to settle, paper work for projects and organize a 2 days 1 night trip to Terengganu for next week. In beginning, organized 3 days 2 nights trip to KL and Melaka, but it has been cancelled due to H1N1. Not yet start my work, i was instructed by my superior to attend a meeting in KB. Due to the letter, it supposed start at 8.30 a.m. Aha, 8.30 a.m., i'm just received the letter, what to do? By hook or by crook, i'm rushing to the meeting.

I'm late for the meeting, a short meeting actually. Ngam-ngam, the meeting was over, i'm just arrived. Haha, just sign my attendance and ask the others what's the meeting about? Shocked. Just a short 'taklimat' and having jamuan Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Wawawa... not 'berbaloi' for my car's fuel. Take note from friends about just now missing 'taklimat' and skip for jamuan. I'm full, ate already at my work place. So, going back to work after that, want to finish the trip progressing.

After work, went to kampung for awhile. My aunt not well again. I'm panic when she suddenly become half-conscious again while eating. This always happened to her lately, maybe due to her old age... My sister in-law (actually my cousin's wife) and i don't know what to do.. Only two of us there. Lastly, phoned my cousin to come back. My cousin gave her a fresh coconut drink... She's better a bit after that, can talk although still lack of energy. See, the power of coconut drink, can be a medicine sometimes.

Went back to my home sweet home after that. Hope my aunt getting better. She's replaced my mother already after my late mother passed away, since i'm in primary school... Being take care from her and grown up in front of her. Called her mother also, like her children. But, i'm always argue with her, bcoz of her stubbornness, don't want to take alert of her health. But, our arguing is mad mad love. Didn't take into heart. Praying for her health... Sadhu!

Comforting My Heart Alone

2009-09-26T22:18:00.007+08:00

Feeling bad mood alone, long holiday doesn't mean anything to me, more unhappy bcoz of ... Try to close myself with dhamma; at least it's work a bit although not 100% to medicate my hurt's heart. Try to surf something from Bro. Oh Teik Bin blog. Felt the calmness in that peaceful music, my heart slowly follows the rhythm, becoming more calm and happier... Thank you.

Tomorrow will start working. Hope this feeling not interminable for tomorrow onwards, that will disturb my work, my life and my health. I'm always ask myself, why it happens to me? Why that guy too hard to disappear completely from my brain and heart? But i know, ask why will not settle the problems, it will form new problem... Strength, please gives me a strength to go on my life. Only me can helps myself, i'd already know.

Say Halo to My U New Semester

2009-09-25T23:06:00.004+08:00

Yea..Yea...It's start again? Tomorrow will be the studying day, a hard science course with three major subjects, Biology, Chemistry and Physics. Walala, what's a tough semester to go on and finish it. Assignments will come next. Haiz.., want a piece of degree paper also so difficult.

Whatever lah, it's my life to pass through... Everything in life is luck... Step by step to reach my goal... Go Go MyLife!

"The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this : Decide what you want."

------ by Barbara Hall

Song Rang Festival

2009-09-19T16:10:00.007+08:00

Went to Wat Ariyakkhiri at Aril with family. Went for 'Song Rang' festival (i think it's a Thai word i'm not sure), like Ulambana festival also, offering food for the dead. I'm missed the "Sei Rang' festival, can't attended bcoz of work. 'Sei Rang' is like welcoming the hungry ghost when the Gates of Hell opened and Song Rang is like farewell ceremony when sending the hungry ghost to their home.

'Sei Bat'

Praying and burning the offering paper, hell bank note...

Yo! It's Holiday Again... <3<3<3

2009-09-17T16:50:00.012+08:00

Start today, i'm in holiday mode again. A long holiday, Hari Raya Aidilfitri break... Kinda always <3 this time. Can relax, sleep and wake up a bit late, and travels for sure. <3 <3 <3 this feeling! (Is it true?). Many plans were planned by me... But no joy without... Still have to find my own happiness!

Myspace Quotes Graphics

"Happy indeed we live, we who possess nothing. Feeders on joy we shall be, like the Radiant Gods."

------ from Dhammapada Verse 200

My Plans for The Whole Holidays...

"Balik Kampung" even my kampung not far from my home...

Family Reunion...

Religion Activity...

Cooking...

Eating...

Traveling...

Shopping...

Surfing Internet...

Sleeping...

Dreaming...

Waiting...

Wish for Miracles...

and Learning...

bcoz my U new semester will start soon...

My Heart Move Again Because of You

2009-09-12T00:37:00.008+08:00

When i heard the song "Sayang Kinabalu" from tv last night, my heart became move and nervous again... Suddenly feel sad. Not bcoz of the song, but for the person who lived there, the person i really love before... I'm really miss him, want to meet him; want to ask him why suddenly silence, leave me without tell the reason. Oh, Ako, why you treat me like a doll... If i've done a mistake, why never tell me? I can change... Now, it is September already. About a week more, i know you will come back to Kelantan again. But i've no hopes already, sure you never come to see me. Ako, what the reason you treat me like this? Are you want me to feel regret for the whole of my life? Ako, i'm sorry if i'd done mistakes... Maybe, others say i'm a bit stupid because never angry to you. My religion teaches me to be kind whenever possible. It is possible. Compassion and tolerance are not a sign of weakness, but it makes me have more strength...

Potong Saga

2009-09-09T22:12:00.012+08:00

15Malaysia is a short film project. It consists of 15 short films made by 15 Malaysian filmmakers. These films not only deal with socio-political issues in Malaysia, they also feature some of the best-known faces in the country, including actors, musicians and top political leaders. You may think of them as funky little films made by 15 Malaysian voices for the people of Malaysia.

Potong Saga is one of 15Malaysia short film project, a laugh-out-loud film about a Chinese boy’s misguided attempts at opening an Islamic bank account, directed by Ho Yuhang and the principal cast is Namewee.

Click this link for download
Click this link to watch The Making of Potong Saga
Click this link for watch the all films

Meditation on Loving-Kindness

2009-09-09T15:39:00.013+08:00

Meditation on Loving-Kindness

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Once In A Life Time

2009-09-09T09:09:00.005+08:00

So today is 9 September 2009, and now is 09:09:09 AM. Once in a life time. What a beautiful and meaningful number;
means everlastings...

"09:09:09, 09.09.09"

Buddhist Mantras

2009-09-07T22:34:00.007+08:00

A Tibetan Mantra
(Going For The 3 Refuges)

The Chant of Metta (Loving Kindness)
by Imee Ooi

Here In My Home

2009-09-07T20:23:00.014+08:00

Verse 1
Hold on brother hold on
The road is long, we're stony ground
But I'm strong and you ain't heavy

Verse 2
Oh, there's a misspoken truth that lies
Colors don't bind, oh no..
What do they know? They speak falsely

Chorus
Here in my home
I'll tell you what it's all about
There's just one hope, here in my heart
One love undivided
That's what it's all about
Please won't you fall in one by one by one with me?
(Fall in Fall in Fall in with me)

Verse 3
Push back sister won't you push back
Love won't wait, just keep pushing on
Yes I'm strong, you ain't heavy

Verse 4
Oh, don't you worry about that...
What we have shadows can't deny
Don't you know it's now or never

Repeat Chorus

Rap
[Bahasa Melayu]
Bertubi asakan berkurun lamanya
Hati ke depan mencari yang sayang
(Years of fears and years of tribulation
The heart keeps searching for that endless devotion)
[Mandarin]
Shou qian shou da jia yi qi zou
Wo dai biao hua ren kai kou wei lai jiu mei you diu zou
(Hand in hand we'll march like blood brothers
I'll speak for my people we'll find peace forever)
[Tamil]
Inthe payanam payanamm yen vettri thaagam
Anthee kaana kaalam vettri raagam.. nanba nanba
(May the road ahead quench my thirst for success
May the road behind echo a song of the blessed)
[English]
Yes, I feel it in my bones and I will let it be known
No matter where I roam this is home sweet home
Sing!

Repeat Chorus

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The Quote of the Day <6>

2009-09-04T00:47:00.004+08:00

"We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for us."
------ by Joseph Campbell

" A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."
------ by Lao Tzu

Hungry Ghost Festival (Zhong Yuan Jie)

2009-09-02T15:45:00.006+08:00

Here, it comes again; A Hungry Ghost Festival...

The Hungry Ghost Festival of Chinese Taoism is also the Ullambana Festival of Buddhism. Commonly called "Ghost Festival" or "Mid-July Festival", it falls on the every fifteenth of 7th month of the lunar new year. In ancient Chinese folk culture, people believe lunar July is a month for ghosts, something like Western culture's Halloween. It is believed that the gates of hell are thrown open, releasing hungry ghosts to wander on the earth in search of food. So people light up lanterns on roadsides, put lanterns in the river and provide shoes for the convenience of the ghosts. And some people pray for their ancestors to bless later generations. In Taoist culture, grand rituals are held in temples on the Ghost Festival, to pray for good fortunes for the people and for blessing and warding off evil for the ghosts. In Buddhist culture, "Ullam" means "hanging upside down" in Sanskrit; "bana" means "a vessel for holding offerings of food". Buddhists hold that the vessel is capable of removing the extreme suffering of one's deceased parents in purgatory. This originates from the story of "Monk Mulian Saving His Mother" in Buddhist sutras. Buddhist disciples set Ullambana all over the place, symbolizing food provision for the people, adding fortune and longevity to their living parents and releasing deceased parents from sufferings. The Ghost Festival celebrated among ordinary people is amazingly similar to the Hungry Ghost Festival and the Ullambana Festival in terms of spiritual essence. They are all under the theme of "respecting parents, honoring the elderly and blessing the people". These festivals are combined to have formed the present-day Hungry Ghost Festival. Today, the Hungry Ghost Festival is a grand folk festival with cultural richness and features sacrifice offering to the dead and ghosts, suffering relieving and forgiveness of sins. One of the most important customs is floating lanterns on the river. The lanterns are usually made of paper, in the shape of a lotus flower, with a light or candle at the bottom. They are put on the river to drift wherever possible, serving as guiding lights for wandering ghosts. Meanwhile, various activities for ancestor worshiping are held everywhere, such as repentance chanting, giving food to starving ghosts and staging operas for the occasion. Traditional Ghost Festival puts emphasis on filial piety and philanthropy. It no longer has religious meanings, just a festival for remembering ancestors and relatives passed away and for family gathering. For more informations, click: The Legend of The Hungry Ghost Festival Hungry Ghost in Chinese Religion

Adding Nuffnang Ads in My Blog

2009-08-31T23:17:00.004+08:00

Finally, me adding Nuffnang Ads in my blog... Nuffnang is a blog advertising community. The ads are seen on 100,000 blogs by 3 million people daily.

What the Nang does Nuffnang mean?

"Nuff Nang" is a Jafaikan word that means "Real Good or Real Cool."

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------ by Cheo & Tiah (Co-Founders)

A New Life Begins...

2009-08-29T19:57:00.004+08:00

Today, my number at page counter is 111... Haha...

Start a new life,
Although it starts with a :-ozzzZZ (bored) day!

"You will never happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life."
------ by Albert Camus

"I find hope in the darkest of days and focus in the brightest. I do not judge the Universe."
"Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own action."
------ by Dalai Lama

A new life begins for me to walk through...

Good Bye My Sad Memories

2009-08-28T23:54:00.011+08:00

2 month was passed by without u. Determine to fully erase my sad memories. Ako, thank you for being my lover, my happiness, my dream, my hope and my life although it's for half way...

"To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt."

------ by M. Scott Peck

I'll deleted all about you:

All your sms,
Your photo,
Your e-mail address, k _ _ _ 111@yahoo.com
Your phone no, 01 _ - 8_ _ _ _ _ _

My memories about you? I know it's impossible for me to forget the whole of you, unless me lost my memories... What i can do is, try to keep you away from my mind, although it's hard to do... Good bye Ako, good bye my sad memories... Hope my new life begins after this...

"Sadness flies away on the wings of time."
------ by Jean de La Fontaine

Went to pray at temple in the evening. Just pray for 'peng an', good health and ... Went a walk after that. Stopped at my relative's house at Wakaf Bharu for awhile. Something funny happened to me (don't know it's a good or a bad sign will happen to me). Will tell later, not yet confirm. Or maybe my heart still indecisive. Let it flow by the time...

My Life Full Today at Last

2009-08-25T21:29:00.008+08:00

Morning
Went back to 'kampung'. Then, went to chinese market with my cousins and we bought a lot of things also, things to cook for today and for pray tomorrow.

Noon
Start cooking, my favourite's dishes; curry mee. Do curry fish also. Aiyaa took too much foods with coconut milk today, sure gain weight after this. Don't care, today it's eating day, diet later... Haha, i ate curry mee twice, at noon n evening. Didn't take dinner.

Evening
Just rilaxs and ate rambutans. Eating again!

Night
Went back home.
I-(
But keep blogging awhile.

So, that's all my life full today at last. At least, my missing heart by Ako gone for awhile! Not bcoz i'm still hoping for him. Just slowly want to adapt my life without him...

"The great use of life is to spent it for something that will outlast it."
------ by William James

Me starts I-0 now. Wanna going to bed. G9 MyLife. G9 all...

The Quote of the Day <5>

2009-08-23T21:50:00.003+08:00

"Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions."
"I find hope in the darkest of days and focus in the brightest. I do not judge the Universe."
------ by Dalai Lama

Holiday Mood but No Mood...

2009-08-23T21:07:00.005+08:00

Today is last paper for my U exam. Although holidays start on last Friday, only tonight i can feel merdeka... Got one year to go... Today's paper a bit difficult for me, feel like can't get A ary. Maybe not enough preparation, can't concentrate to study suddenly... My heart still missing...

Holiday mood but still no mood... What want to do until this Saturday?

'Peng An' Bath and Pray

2009-08-22T17:58:00.009+08:00

Went to Wat Machimaram at Jong Bakar, Tumpat in the morning with my 2nd cousin, cousin's wife and cousin's daughter. The main purpose we went there is to bath for 'peng an'. During the 'Peng An' bath, the bikkhu read mantra then splash us with the lime and flower's water (that water we prepared ourself). Hope the sad and 'sui' (unlucky) things of me will flow out together with the water... Sadhu! After that, we pray to wish happiness from Buddha.

The Sitting Buddha Statue at Wat Machimaram

Then, we went to another famous wat, Wat Pothivihan. This wat is known as Sleeping Buddha Temple bcoz of the Sleeping Buddha Statue.

The Sleeping Buddha Statue at Wat Pothivihan
(from far angle to short angle)

We also take chance to pray there... Below is the place i'd pray...Then, i round the statues 3 round through this path......while my hand rotates the all wheel and my mind read:
"NAMO TASSA BHAGAVATO ARAHATO SAMMA-SAMBUDDHASSA"

Hope all the sad and unlucky of me will changed. Hope tomorrow comes with more lucky and happier life to pass through... Wish me complete this life with happy memories...

"MAY I BE WELL, HAPPY AND PEACEFUL!"
(no enmity, no hurtfulness and no trouble of mind and body)

I'm Lost In Your Love; Why Do I Love You?

2009-08-19T20:39:00.006+08:00

When the night has come
And the day is done
I'm always thinking of you
You are in the air
You are everywhere
In everything I do
If I could keep this moment time
If I could make you forever mine
When I walk alone
Through an empty home
I can't stop thinking of you
Do you feel the pain
Could it be the same
Are you missing me too?
I see your face when I close my eyes
I see a glimpse of my own paradise
You came from heaven above
I'm lost in your love...

Suddenly he's leaving
Suddenly the promise of love has gone
Suddenly breathing seems so hard to do
Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do
Can't go back
Can't erase
Oh man, your smiling face, oh no
I can't think of nothing else but you suddenly...
Suddenly...

(Dedicate my feeling to my ex-lover)

Gotta Finish My Research's Summary Today

2009-08-15T10:01:00.005+08:00

2nd day of weekend. No work. But have to stare my Vaio's monitor, what's a pity, can't go out. My U work not yet settle bcoz of my laziness... Haha, shame on me!

Passed up my research two or three weeks ago, but my research's summary not yet done. Too long delayed ary. Gotta finish my research's summary today, if not i can't go out for the whole day. After this i want to full-mentally prepared for the exam. One paper done ary, got two more papers to go... Me target A's for both of the papers. Hope my target will be fulfilled; Sadhu! Sadhu! Sadhu! Aza, aza, fighting! I can do it! (must cheer up and encourage myself ary loo..., that person doesn't care anymore). Whatever lah, i'm still go on with my life...

The Quote of the Day <4>

2009-08-14T23:55:00.005+08:00

"The purpose of live is a life of purpose."
------ by Robert Byrne

What's That?

2009-08-14T22:52:00.009+08:00

Haha.., what's that? It's a toad (katak puru, pronounce in Malay), a species of frog. It sleeping...

I snapped this picture when i'm at my cousin's house. U know what it's size? Unbelievable, bigger than my palm's size.

What food this toad eat? Sure u will answer, insects!

Haha.., it's wrong. This toad eat rice, so unbelievable when i heard from my cousin. It's true, this frog eat rice, not insects...Then suddenly i think, the science concept that frog is a carnivore was wrong...
(Maybe bcoz this toad was always given rice by human, so it bcome a habit ary. It was a pet, haha...)

Study Mood Vs No Mood

2009-08-13T22:11:00.013+08:00

Supposed to have mood to study but i'm in no mood now...
I'm so...

Ako, how are you now? Bcoz of you, i'm became like this...
But i know it was passed...
In three words, i can sum up everything, i've learned about life...
It goes on!

"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."
------ by Buddha

Are They Cute???

2009-08-11T18:52:00.011+08:00

Sweety is a korean group's singer... 9 members in the group...

The Quote of the Day <3>

2009-08-10T21:12:00.007+08:00

"Old friends passed away, new friend appears. It is just like a days. An old day passes, a new day arrives. The important thing is to make it meaningful; a meaningful friend or a meaningful day."
------ by Dalai Lama

Aza... Aza... Fighting!

2009-08-10T20:47:00.011+08:00

Exam oh exam. It coming soon ooo.... Luckily my U exam's time table not so very tight. Got three papers have to take, last paper on 23th August. OMG where's my book? This time make me remember of u. Last time, he always support and give his encouragement... Ako, i miss ur words, "I know you can do, don't give up, my dear!". But now, i'll never hear that words again. No more dreams of that...

"It hurts to find out that what you wanted doesn't match what you dreamed it would be."

------ by Oscar Wilde

I need to support myself...

Aza... Aza... Fighting!

A Tired Day, But It's Fun Too...

2009-08-08T22:11:00.007+08:00

Sorry, the picture not so clear bcoz focused from far spot

Today, I was on duty in sport competition for daerah Kota Bharu. This competition involved all the daerah in Kelantan and was held in daerah Tanah Merah. Although i'm not involved on the field, i'm felt so tired, but it's fun too. Haha, not enough training, but we won a lot of events also. Congratulations to Kota Bharu... Congratulations to athletes... Congratulations for the pegawai too, including me, haha...

Will sleep early 2nite bcoz 2moro have to work. G9.

Nothing Special...

2009-08-06T23:11:00.008+08:00

Went to work at the morning. Back to home at 2pm. Went to sport's duty at 3.3pm. 'Daerah KB' training, an intensive training. Me just a disturber there, haha... No lah, just joke! The competition on this Saturday in TM. Went home at 6pm. Nothing special today...

At night, watched my favourite drama 'Easy Fortune, Happy Life' from internet. Then, surfed other people's blogs.

Fu Qi You An Kang

Cast:

Joe Chen Qiao En, Blue Lan Zheng Long, Roy Qiu and Jocelyn Wang

Synopsis:
Yan Da Feng (Blue Lan) is a rich, arrogant, hot tempered, a bad boy who refuses to honor his grandfather's wish to marry an ordinary country girl, Xie Fu An (Joe Chen), who is studying herbal remedies with her grandmother. To get out of marriage, he sends a killer to get rid of her.

Feel Upset Suddenly, Don't Know Why...

2009-08-05T22:45:00.010+08:00

Just came back home from my work place, extra work tonight...

Tonight, don't know why, I feel upset. Like no heart... My heart feel unhappy, disorganized too. Maybe my unhappy memories suddenly came back to my mind. Ako.., is the answer! My mind focus to him, don't know why. I'm now on the process forgetting him, but God only know my hard life now. Look happy by the cover, internal me only can feel. Oh, God! Please help me. I want the life as i never meet him before...

Ako, why u gave me hopes then u grave my hopes after that? Where is the compassion of u (as u always said)?

Strength... I must find my strength again! Soul... Please come back to me!

"Life is not easy as think, Love is not sweet as dream, Sad is the best friend of loneliness."

Welcome Back My Vaio!

2009-08-04T23:23:00.007+08:00

Rush to Sony Centre after sport's meeting. Near to 5 o'clock already. Hope u wait for me. Miss my Vaio ary... Hahaha...

Ooh, me lucky. Managed to reach there sharp on 5. Aiyaa..closed. Oo..oo..

Hoorey, the worker still there. Me can see from the transparent glass door. She opened for me. Thanks god. No need to pay for the repair, maybe bcoz of still in warranty...

Welcome back my Vaio. Miss u so much. Using my work place labtop not so nice (sorry to say that). My Vaio is better...

The Quote of the Day <2>

2009-08-01T00:51:00.007+08:00

"If you want others to be happy, practice compassion.
If you want to be happy, practice compassion."
------ by Dalai Lama

Me, On This Day...

2009-07-31T23:06:00.015+08:00

Today, i went to Pengkalan Kubor with my cousin at the evening. A lot of things were sell there, but me only bought 2 things. Then, we stopped at buddhist wat at Terbok, Tumpat. Forgot to see the name... Snapped a few pictures there...

Then, we went to another wat at Tumpat also, Wat Maisuwankhiri. This wat is famous with Dragon's Ship.

The Buddha Statue on the building

The edge side of Dragon's Ship

The front side of Dragon's Ship

The mermaid statue inside the pool around the Dragon's Ship

After that, we went to my another cousin's shop n ate durian before went home. A bit tired ooo... But felt more happy (is it really?), can released tension. Haha...

A Month of Heartbroken...

2009-07-28T23:12:00.008+08:00

Ako,
This is the word I usually call u...
And this is the word you ask me to call u too.
But, I've no chance to call u by this word again,
You'd left me without give ur reason.

KKY111;
KKY is you,
And 111 is your lucky number, that's what u said to me.
I thought we're destined to be together,
Bcoz 111 is my 1st 3 digits of my birth date too...
But who knows, u broke my heart!

A month was passed by...
U make me live with full of questions,
U make me hard to live,
U make me don't have great dreams n hopes.
I still wonder until now;
What's the mistake I'd done?
Why u leave me?

But I know, life goes on...
Me still have to live...

Ako,

"Is love supposed to last throughout the time or is it like trains changing at random stops? If you loved me, how could you leave me? If you felt that way then, how come you don't feel anything now?"

The Quote of the Day <1>

2009-07-27T23:26:00.005+08:00

"Anyone who stops learning is old; whether at twenty or eighty..."

My House in Renovations

2009-07-27T23:19:00.005+08:00

Start yesterday my house in renovations... Build a porch. Will use a lot of budgets. Hi, me 'pening kepala' already! But never mind, still in my plan, sure not over budgets. Me a good planner ooo... Haha, me get into basket myself! Who care???

My Duty Week!

2009-07-27T23:11:00.003+08:00

Start 26/7/2009-30/7/2009 is my duty week at my work place. These 2 days, me went a bit late, but me complete my work well. Hehe.., can get free breakfast from canteen at my work place also. Save money!

The Most Tiring Day...

2009-07-25T17:15:00.008+08:00

Yesterday was the most tiring day... Have to complete my U assignments. Have to do research too. Today got U class. Hoorey, finally passed up my assignments. My research? Still need to do corrections.., what a pity! Dateline is coming soon... Hehe, me 'ponteng' class at the last period, don't care ary...

Aiyaa.., what happened to my Vaio? Although many times i'd tried to switch on, but nothing appeared on the screen.

OMG, my research! Me very 'sui' lor lately!

Happy Being Me ???

2009-07-24T01:08:00.007+08:00

A life like this is enough for me to step forward for a better future. Whatever tomorrow brings, I will accept it and continue. Me, an ordinary girl moves on ordinary life.

The past was a friend to remember, the future is a dream to achieve and the present is a temptation to choose.

Present decides what the future will bring. Future thanks the past so... I'm happy being me...

My Life ???

2009-07-23T22:52:00.011+08:00

Questions About My Life...

Working or still studying? Hehe.., both lor...
Fav? Internet, dramas n travelling
Scared? Snake
Family? Me, fa n bro (including his wife n children)
Still have heart? Somebody took my heart away already, never went back to me...
The state me dream to go... Sabah
The state me don't want to go... Sabah also
Why? He the only one who knows...
How to strive the live? The past makes me stronger!
Ever angry or unhappy to someone? Nope
Still miss to someone? ???
My wish... Complete the Purpose of My Life!!!